I know everyone says certain songs describe their lives. A lot of people use music to describe their lives. This song is EXACTLY the situation I'm in right now. It's not fair to be with someone when you don't feel anything when you're with them.
I am in love. I miss my guy. He misses me.
The relationship that I'm about to end is this song laying out. He's an amazing person, but I'm not in love with him.
He's wonderful, but there's no one I'd rather be with than my guy.
I'd rather fight a million times in a day with him than be with anyone else.



He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it’s like I couldn't’t ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it’s 2 AM and I’m cursing your name
You’re so in love that you act insane
And that’s the way I loved you
Breakin’ down and coming undone
It’s a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that’s the way I loved you

He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He’s close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He’s charming and endearing and I’m comfortable
Taylor Swift Lyrics on www.lyrics-celebrities.anekatips.com

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it’s 2 AM and I’m cursing your name
You’re so in love that you act insane
And that’s the way I loved you
Breakin’ down and coming undone
It’s a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that’s the way I loved you

He can’t see the smile I’m faking
And my heart’s not breaking
Cause I’m not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating complicated
Got away by some mistake and now ..

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It’s 2 AM and I’m cursing your name
I’m so in love that I acted insane
And that’s the way I loved you
Breakin’ down and coming undone
It’s a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that’s the way I loved you uhhh
Whooa whooo oh oh
Oh and that’s the way I loved you
oh, oh oh uhh .. oh oh oh whoow
Never knew I could feel that much
And that’s the way I loved you

Missing You.  I miss the way we used to be bestfriends and be able to talk about anything to each other.  I loved being the Robin to your Batman.  We used to talk about going to college together.  The two of us were always seen as unseperable; "attached at the hip" that's what everyone used to say about us.  You were the one who got me to do things I thought I never would.  Your rooftop was where summer started and ended, camping out with your family made me feel like I had another family to go to whenever mine just didn't seem enough.
I almost hated myself when I started to realize how much you actually manipulated my mind.  Got me to think and say certain things that just weren't me.  But you were my best friend; best friends are supposed to stick together.  So I went with all of it.  You said he wasn't good enough for me. 
Finally I didn't listen.  I finally started realizing how much lying you did.  But why?  There was never an answer for what you did, why you lied so much.  And for some strange reason, everyone was able to see it except me.

But if I could go back to those fun, best friend-secret moments I would.

 

And You.  You completed the circle, the third musketeer.  I thought you were out to steal my best friend away from me at fist, but soon you became just as unseperable from us.  You were more distant though, you kept to yourself and hardly did the sleepovers.  Kept your guard for most of the 4 years we were best friends.  We became even closer.  When school was over you worked all the time, what happened?  You didn't call anymore.  When I would finally get a hold of you, suddenly it was my fault for not calling sooner.  I didn't understand it. 
You met this guy online, packed your things, and headed for California.  I haven't seen you since.  When I was the only one who would really talk to you at the beginning of the school year and you still questioned if I was your friend.

I really don't know if I'll ever get the old you back.  Or if I'll ever really talk to you again.


You too.  Especially You.  More than anything.  I loved you; I still love you.  You were the most gorgeous thing I had ever seen.  I didn't think I would ever meet someone as amazingly cute as you.  Sure, you got into trouble.  A lot of trouble when we were younger, but that's part of what made me want you even more.  My guy.  I was always your girl.  Even when we were dating other people.  We were always best friends.  People told me to stay away from you.  I couldn't.  Everywhere I went, I couldn't escape you.  And that was okay with me. 
As we got older I didn't know how to juggle everything I wanted and everything I already had.  You kept saying you didn't want to hold me back from anything.  Truthfully, I would have given anything to have you come with me.  I know we're on our own ways now, but I'm STILL YOUR GIRL. 
The sad part is when I meet a guy that can get my mind off of you even for a little while, suddenly there I am, wishing he was you.  Comparing him to you.

But he'll never be you.  And I love you.

 

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